Battle Mode

I'm amazed at how God knows exactly what we are going to be battling on given day and already has something set up to get us through it and cause us to trust in HIM. how simple this would be right now to just throw my hands up and say I am done perservering just because of the way "i feel". But, that would be selfish, wrong and not to mention I would be missing out on so many blessings and would fall back in a pit just like that and would be staring up at God wondering how I did that again. And I'm sure I would see Satan standing there laughing at me saying, "ha ha ha I made you fall again..." I am here to say that I AM NOT GOING TO LET THAT HAPPEN...not today...and I plan and am trying to take one day at a time so FOR TODAY I am asking God to fight it for me because I am too weak right now. His word gives me strength and endurance that I am going to grasp onto right now while praying that he gives me some answers concerning specific things on my mind. I am desiring a peace and a healing in this matter.
I am thankful I don't have a lot of things I need to do today . this will give me more time to spend reading and soul searching. I am praying that Satan backs off all the way, in fact just from the time I've been writing this and reading verses off and on during this I am feeling God's presence even greater than it was earlier. so, PTL for that. He and I are in battle mode and I am so glad He is on my side. We plan on winning this!! :) will keep you posted.